When just lying around with copious free time I always feel compelled to go and workout. This usually leads to my making plans to do so. Inevitably, however, as soon as I am faced with carrying out those plans, I feel and urge to excercise my right to not do anything I don’t want to.
So, given a lack of responsibilty, I feel inclined to force some on myself, and then faced with that resposibility I find a reason to get out of it. This is a deadly game – immature and very limiting.